I've just seen a photo of myself taken just before Christmas. I wasn't aware that I was being photographed and it was on a day I thought I looked pretty good and actually made an effort. I look horrendous! I'm absolutely huge! It's weird, when I see myself in my mind eye, I'm big and curvy but not hideous as that picture portrayed. Maybe that's why I'm struggling, I don't see myself as big as I actually am! I am planning on joining Weight Watchers in feb, I didn't see the point in joining before as I've got several events coming up that I actually want to enjoy, plus we've done the shopping for the month already so it needs to be eaten!
Seeing this picture has definitly shocked me. Lets just hope it's the motivational push I need. Maybe I should keep the picture to remind myself everytime I want to eat something bad!
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